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My dearest love, oh my dearest love I like how he did that. See his messy scribbles it has to be him. My face feels wet like dripping now the paper is soggy. My drrrrrt love it says drrrrrt but still sweet like the time he asked me that question but I couldn't say anything no nothing I was so happy. And now the wet won't stop I thought the worst I mean everything was falling or dark or something where nothing made any sense. But no my drrrrrt love is out there somewhere out there for me for us. Remember an hour ago when I thought oh how silly when I thought I wouldn't see his messy scribbles like I would be remembering that blank expression his back to my face walking away far away and me wondering what was going to happen. The not knowing now to the knowing and not forgetting his face on repeat my eyes puffed shut but smiling dancing funny. It's all funny now isn't that funny. Sincerely your love sincerely drrrrrt my drrrrrt love just a little longer remember when you asked me do you remember? Sincerely I remember I know you do it won't be long.