II

You. Just do it maybe if I close my eyes or no that wouldn't work but then I could go over there and forget. You your eyes looking at me you. Still, quiet, only the wind and the constant popping in my ears. Pop pop pop one two three how many is it now? I want to do it yes they told me to yes that's why I'm here yes. But then why are we just standing here like trees like old stupid trees or like blind people who have no idea what's two feet in front of them? You. Maybe nobody will know that I didn't do it maybe I'll turn away like I didn't see oh yes I didn't see anything in fact I'm feeling sick yes sick. But no don't doubt me I'll do it I swear I'll do it you know I will. But you. No I can't I won't I'll never forget you I'll never forget. You your eyes looking at me you. You I won't forget you.