IV

Oh what delight what beautiful delight. Delicate dresses soft beauty colorful ribbons perfect curls. But it's not about that is it no it's about the grace the poise the regality. So much dignity in one person in one woman in one manless woman she said goodbye to everyone but every day she gets up and gets dressed and gets ready and gets beautiful. Beautiful, yes, beautiful. Oh if it was me I would sigh all the time no tears no ugly tears just light sighs like everything is so awful yes so awful but I must go on I absolutely must. And people brushing my hair and helping me dress and yes ma'am yes ma'am yes ma'am. And I would say do you think they'll come home soon and then don't know ma'am don't know. I hope it's not too bloody no of course not things are looking up aren't they? It'll all be over soon yes and we will be happy oh so happy but enough thinking for now brush my hair again yes. Oh yes, brush my hair, yes.